Category Archives: Poetry

Poem #10: Again

I just wrote this, sitting in the living room of the Atlanta International Youth Hostel….

I fall in love
Again and Again
With the same face
The same place

The never ending cycle of dispair
And every time I swear
That it will never happen again

Broken, bent, caged on the floor
The cold wood soathes my aching soul
Time and time again
I find myself in this hole
Surrounded by sin

Dark and cold I am surrounded by memories
By history
By shame

But soon enough
The sun does rise
Relived I open my eyes

The morning promises hope
A dream is born again
and maybe to day will be different
Maybe today I will fully mend

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Poem #9: Escape

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All I want to do is run,
I am held in my own invisible cage.
Even though I can open the door when I choose
I feel the need to flee, but cowardly I stay.

The amenities are ample:
Kindness, patience, compassion.

But I long for danger, for the unknown. The open road calls to me like a sparrow’s sweet song.

In the dead of night I sprint. Naked and cold I flee for the river. Diving in I submerge myself in Satan’s water.

The moon so bright as I rejoice in my escape. But soon the water becomes fridged. The woods come alive with the sound of howling creatures. There shadows lurk behind the water’s edge.

Regret seeps into my shaking body. What am I now to do?

Poem 8: Time is Lost

Quite night
Rain pouring
sitting relaxing
thinking and thoughts

swirling reality
zipping past my head
wondering wishing
you were in my bed

sad times past
good times gone
nostalgia rockets
my eternal love song

tapping my toes
bracelets and bows
memories of childhood
float beyond in droves

No conclusions
no resolutions
just thinking in silence
about our lives

Time is lost.

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Poem#7: 7-11 Drudge Coffee

alarm clock, bought from IKEA

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Balance:
something I am unfamiliar with
Visions of a beach
palm trees and smiles
warm kisses
love

Instead:
piles, paperwork and stress
limited vacation time
red tape and
hr managers.
alarm clocks,
cold car rides in the morning,
and 7-11 drudge coffee.

The two concepts are distant islands
marrying them might be difficult
but i have to look forward to something
because this coffee is less than inspirational.

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Look Mom- An Award:

I got an award for my poetry!

Hey I guess being creative counts! I got nominated for a couple of awards at this website- Promising Poet’s Parking Lot. It’s like a poetry warehouse- very cool!

Look forward to more art, poetry and music from me!

If you have some good websites you want me to check out- leave a link in the comments.

~Love,

Layla

Poem #6: Success

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Written on 7/23/10:

Call it what you will,
Be with what you must.
Harness the skills within,
For success is what you lust.

Defense from the jaded,
Shielded with your might.
Power comes within,
to win the good fight.

Climbing up the ladder,
Perilous falls below.
Fear overwhelms,
But you have control.

Naysayers swoop in,
To kill your first dream.
Their lives have been ruined,
by believing what they’ve seen.

Kudos are followed,
with a good pat on the back.
Discontent arises,
trying to cause attack.

Shaking off the resentment,
You see the world so clear.

It’s yours for the taking,
If you can overcome the fear.

Poem #5: Thoughts

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Akward talk, fast heart beat
Sound sage advice,
Cold winter’s winter
Imagination – Snow
Running car, stoping, starting

Why am I here?
Waiting for you to say those words,
I want to read your mind,
Nervous.

Glad I don’t here them,
Secretly sad I don’t,
Words are powerful,
they start action.

Was this action?
Was this appropriate?
No regrets.
Just a deep yearning for something more.

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Poem #4: I Sit and Wait

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I wrote this today:

I sit and wait
I wait and wait
for you to come near

I sit and pray
I pray, I pray
that I will hold you dear

I sit and think
I think and think
Will you please stay?

You stand and walk away from me
like I was yesterday.

I cannot let you win like this
I can’t, I can’t, I can’t
Your actions torment my soul
So I express it through rant.

Your power comes over me
like an ocean and its wave
Our jaded relationship
Is something in which
I cannot save

I search elsewhere
For love spoils me deep
I walk the streets alone at night
and whisper in my sleep

I’m not myself, alone or not
I belong to the night
Hades has taken over my body
I drown without a fight

Conflictions of morals, of changing tides
wrap around my skin
the boa binds closer to my body
and makes a fortress within

I must save myself
and give the rest to the sea
I walk away from my troubles
and let them wash over me.

Poem #3: I Am…

I wrote this when I was a senior in high school:

 

I am....

 

I am a wild raging stallion.
I bolt through the high sierras taunting anyone to come catch me.

I kick hard, watch out, you’ll never catch me.
I gallop fast and hard and use it wisely against my admirers.

My coat is soft and shiny, but few had the pleasure of even getting close.
I have an unbreakable spirit, no one can even compare.
My heart is guarded with a huge metal safe. No one will be able to break it.

I am a skilled fighter. I am quick to attack and ever faster to defend.
I use my long sword to warn all wrong doers to beware.
I use my small knife to stab anyone who gets to close.
I am perfect in every form and will never admit to being wrong.
I am as stubborn as a mule, but as fast as a cheetah, ready to pounce on any moving thing.

I am guarded, protected and vicious. Beware I am a solider.
I have set up my defenses and raised my walls to in-scalable heights,
I have set my destiny up for the one thing I fear the most.

Being Alone.

It is my greatest fear, but yet my greatest defense.
The double-edged sword cuts deep into my impenetrable heart.

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Poem #2- Innocense:

Well here’s poem number two. I wrote this back in 2001.

Innocence:

Seemingly softly,
across the moon’s front edge
among the alabaster pillars
and the peach tones stairs

Drenched in the darkness
of the ever-glowing night
It moves quick, but experienced

To the tipiest tow, not a sound does break,
as it slips through the doors with ease and finesse.
Light shines through the tinted windows
showing the broad features of this man’s face.

His dense eyebrows shadow
the greenest eyes that God could have made
and his lips were firm,
but perfectly placed.

I watched him tip toe through my home…
not knowing of my presence, he crept along.
Taking the clock that hung on the wall
as well as everything on the mantle.

He took our silverware, he stole are fruit
and as he took my teddy bear
I twitched and loosing my balance
I knocked my elbow on the hollow wall.

He turned, I stood, and as I looked in his eyes, I saw his soul.

I saw darkness
with a flash of light so small
it only made a flicker
into the growing mass of evil…

But as he peered at me, he witnessed my soul.

He saw the iridescent purity and the innocence in my eyes
and the expression on my face.

One of confusion, one of terror and most of all one of fear.

I was but a small child
him a grown man
and in that very moment, he broke.

The darkness shattered and light could stream through the growing cracks
as the time stood still
his conscience flew in on
an unknown wind
long gone from his bottomless soul.

He ran right then as fast as he could
fearing the worst.
He ran so quick,
he forgot all of his stolen goods.

He was afraid of the pure,
as much as I was afraid of the darkness.

No one will ever know the true power of innocence.

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